4338.210.1 | Lead, Kindly Light

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In the quiet of Sunday's early hours, Greta and I nestled into the heart of our home, a cozy nook filled with memories of laughter and love. The fragrance of brewed hot chocolate mingled with the soft scent of freshly bought frangipanis, a delicate aroma that Greta adored. She, an early riser and always the soul of our home, had already prepared a tray with steaming mugs of hot chocolate. Each mug, cradled in our hands, felt like a promise of warmth in the crisp morning air.

As the winter sun cast a gentle, golden glow through the frost-kissed windows, we found solace in this simple ritual. Sharing a quiet moment before the day unfolded was our unspoken tradition, a testament to the coziness that the Sabbath cultivated. For over three decades, this warmth had graced our lives, binding us in love and faith.

I gazed out of the window, my thoughts drifting to our children, our pride. The morning unfolded with the rhythmic cadence of our family's Sunday routine, each moment a thread in the tapestry of our life.

Jerome, our second youngest, still engrossed in his Sunday morning ritual of selecting the perfect tie, reflected the meticulous nature I saw in myself at his age. Charles, the playful spirit of the family, his laughter echoing through the house, teased him good-naturedly. I couldn't help but chuckle, remembering my own youthful days. Greta, with her gentle laugh and a knowing look in her eyes, ensured that the banter didn't escalate into a full-fledged sibling skirmish. Her presence, always a calming force, brought a sense of harmony to our home.

Amidst this familial chatter, the aroma of pancakes, a tradition as old as our eldest son, wafted from the kitchen. The scent brought a smile to every face, a reminder of countless Sundays filled with joy and togetherness. Lisa, our only daughter among five brothers, called in from Salt Lake City. Her voice, a comforting presence over the speakerphone, bridged the distance between us. The screen flickered with images of Lisa, her husband Will, and Eli, one of her brothers who was visiting for a period of time on a work visa. Their faces, displayed in the warm glow of the screen, echoed the very essence of The Smith Clan, a name that held a resonance of family bonds and our shared faith.

As I sat there, immersed in the familiar chatter and laughter, a sense of gratitude washed over me. These moments, simple yet profound, were the pillars of my life. They were a reminder of the blessings we had, the love we shared, and the faith that had guided us through every storm.


Our home in Adelaide, a haven of warmth and shared moments, became the launching point for our Sunday pilgrimage to church. The house, filled with the echoes of six children growing up, stood as a testament to the life Greta and I had built together. As we filed into our ageing but reliable family car, a sense of ritual enveloped us. The car, much like our family, had seen better days but was filled with memories and steadfastness.

The drive to church was a familiar journey, each bend in the road etched with memories. The streets of Craigmore, quiet in the early morning, slowly woke to the whispers of a Sunday beginning. The eucalyptus trees lining our path swayed gently in the breeze, a dance that felt like a prelude to the serenity of the Sabbath. Shared laughter and whispered conversations from previous drives filled my mind, each a cherished memory of family bonding.

As the church building loomed into view, its spire reaching towards the heavens, a sense of reverence filled the car. This building, a modest structure compared to the grandeur of Salt Lake City's temples, was a symbol of our collective faith and commitment. It was here that I found solace and strength, here where our family joined with others in worship.

The car park buzzed with activity as families, much like ours, gathered. The scene was a mosaic of community life; children ran with youthful energy, parents exchanged warm greetings, and the elderly shared wise smiles. The air was filled with the sound of laughter and chatter, a symphony of fellowship and faith.

As I stepped out of the car, the warm Australian sun kissed my face, reminding me of the many blessings in my life. The sense of community, the shared faith, and the love of my family anchored me. Each Sunday, as we gathered here, I was reminded of the journey we had embarked upon together, a journey of faith, love, and togetherness.

As we entered the chapel, a sense of reverence settled upon us, wrapping around me like a familiar, comforting shawl. The chapel, with its modest yet dignified architecture, always served as a reminder of the solace and peace found in faith. Greta, with her artistic eyes that saw beauty in the simplest things, roamed with admiration. She was captivated by the kaleidoscope of colours streaming through the stained glass windows that adorned the hall. I could almost hear her silent appreciation for the intricate craftsmanship. It was as if each beam of light, transformed into a tapestry of divine artistry, spoke to her soul. Her fingers lightly brushed against the cold, textured glass, a tactile connection to the sacred stories depicted in vibrant hues. The way she admired the windows, with a gentle yet profound appreciation, often made me see them anew, through her eyes.

My own attention, however, was drawn to the familiar faces that filled the pews. The Smith Clan, with its diverse branches, had become an integral part of this congregation. I felt a swell of pride and belonging as nods and smiles were exchanged with friends who had shared in the tapestry of our lives. These were not just acquaintances; they were companions in our journey of faith. Each face represented a story intertwined with ours – the laughter we shared, the challenges we faced together, the moments of solace we found in each other's company.

Walking through the aisles, I greeted many with a warm handshake or a pat on the back. Their responses, kind and genuine, were reminders of the strong bonds we had formed over the years. This church was not just a place of worship for us; it was a living chronicle of our collective journey. Each service, each gathering, was like adding another thread to the rich tapestry of our community's story.

Sister Baker, a dear friend and kindred spirit to Greta, approached us with a warm, embracing smile that radiated her inner joy. Her hands, calloused yet gentle, spoke of hours spent nurturing the earth, a passion she shared with Greta. These hands were a testament to her love for gardening, each line and crease telling stories of seeds sown and flowers nurtured. As they met, their embrace was a fusion of shared experiences and mutual respect, a symbol of the deep bond they had formed over their common interest.

Greta and Sister Baker immediately delved into a conversation about gardening, their voices a soft murmur of excitement and camaraderie. They exchanged gardening tips with the ease of old friends and whispered about the latest additions to their respective flowerbeds. I stood beside Greta, marvelling at the beauty of these connections that extended beyond the sanctuary of the chapel. It was heartwarming to see how shared passions could weave people together, creating friendships that blossomed in their own right.

"Sister Smith," Sister Baker said with a twinkle in her eye, revealing the playfulness that lay beneath her serene exterior. "Have you tried planting those new tulip bulbs? They're simply divine." Her enthusiasm was infectious, and I could see the interest spark in Greta's eyes.

Greta's face lit up with enthusiasm, her love for gardening igniting at the mention of something new to try. "I haven't, Sister Baker, but I'll make a note to get some. Thank you for the recommendation." Her voice held genuine excitement, a reflection of the joy that gardening brought to her soul. It was these simple pleasures, I thought, that added such richness to our lives.

Amid the blooming camaraderie, Brother Evans, the local historian and a cherished member of our congregation, made his way toward us. His presence, always marked by a quiet wisdom, seemed to resonate with the hallowed walls of the chapel, as if he were a living extension of its rich history. His steps were measured, his demeanour calm, reflecting the depth of knowledge he carried.

"Brother Noah, Sister Greta," Brother Evans greeted us, extending a hand that was both firm and warm. His handshake was like an affirmation of the deep-rooted connections within our community. "A pleasure, as always. I was just perusing some old records in the church library. I didn’t know that your great-grandparents were among the founding members of our congregation here in Adelaide?"

His words ignited a flutter of pride within me. The narratives of the Smith Clan, I realised, were etched not only in the annals of our family history but also in the very foundation of this community. It was a profound connection, linking us to the past and the pioneers who had shaped our present.

"I've always been fascinated by their stories," I replied, feeling a genuine smile spread across my face. The thought of our family legacy being intertwined with the church’s history filled me with a sense of honour and responsibility. "It's a legacy we hold dear.”

“I thought you and your parents were born in England and migrated here?” Brother Evans inquired, his head tilting slightly, his curiosity deep and sincere.

“That’s true. My family came to Australia when I was a young boy. But my great-grandfather was an early church member in England and he spent several church missions over here. He was quite instrumental in getting the Lord’s work started down here,” I explained, feeling a surge of connection to my roots, a lineage that stretched across continents and generations.

Brother Evans nodded knowingly, his eyes reflecting a respect that only one historian can have for another's lineage. "Indeed, Brother Noah, a legacy that continues to enrich us all. The roots of the Smith Clan do indeed run deep, intertwining with the narratives of every member here. It's a beautiful tapestry, isn't it?”

As we exchanged a few more words, I was enveloped by a profound sense of belonging. The intertwined threads of history and faith wove together, creating a tapestry that was not just ours but belonged to the entire congregation. It was a shared journey, one that connected us all, stretching far beyond the physical walls of the chapel. This realisation, both humbling and empowering, reminded me that we were all part of something much greater than ourselves, a narrative woven by countless hands and hearts over generations.

As the chapel filled with the rich, resonant melodies of the organ playing, Greta and I, accompanied by Jerome and Charles, took our seats among our church family. The harmonious sounds of the organ enveloped the room, creating a sense of reverence and tranquility. Each note seemed to float through the air, touching the soul and setting the tone for the service.

The soft rustle of scriptures being turned by devout hands, the occasional whisper of children too young to fully grasp the solemnity of the occasion, all merged into a symphony of shared devotion. These sounds, so familiar and comforting, were like threads weaving together the fabric of our congregation. They were reminders of the many Sundays we had spent in this very chapel, each one a testament to our faith and community.

The familiar cadence of the opening hymn marked the beginning of the sacrament service. The voices of the congregation rose in unison, a chorus of faith and worship that filled the chapel. As we sang, I felt a sense of unity with those around me. The hymn, an expression of our shared beliefs and hopes, seemed to lift us, connecting us not just with each other but with something greater.

I bowed my head in a moment of silent reflection. In the stillness of my thoughts, I felt a deep sense of gratitude for the life I had, for my family, and for the unwavering faith that had guided us through life's trials and triumphs. The weight of everyday concerns seemed to lift away, leaving a serene clarity. I reflected on the lessons of the past week, the blessings I had received, and the guidance I sought for the days ahead. This moment of introspection, amidst the collective worship, was a cherished part of my Sabbath - a time to reconnect with my inner self and with God.


The intermediate hymn, "Lead, Kindly Light," lingered in the air of the chapel like a benediction, its melody gentle yet profound. Greta and I joined the congregation in this moment of collective devotion, our voices blending with those around us in a harmonious expression of faith. The hymn, with its comforting words and serene tune, seemed to elevate the atmosphere, creating a sacred space where the worries of the world momentarily ceased. The feeling of unity and peace during the hymn was a poignant reminder of the strength and comfort found in our shared beliefs.

The sacrament meeting continued to unfold before us, a weekly spiritual journey that was both familiar and always renewing. As Bishop Hahn rose to the pulpit, a hush fell over the congregation. The spirit of reverence that had settled upon the chapel deepened, and I listened with eager anticipation, ready to absorb the wisdom and guidance in his words.

Bishop Hahn, with a voice that was resonant and steady, began his talk. "Brothers and sisters, dear members of the congregation," he started, his tone conveying both warmth and solemnity, "I am grateful for the sacred spirit that envelops us on this Sunday morning. As we joined our voices in the hymn 'Lead, Kindly Light,' the words and melody echoed the sentiments of our collective journey – a journey marked by faith, guided by a light that shines even in times of uncertainty."

I nodded in agreement, deeply moved by his words. The familiar strains of the hymn still resonated in my mind, echoing the sentiments he expressed. The journey of faith, like a pilgrimage guided by a kindly light, had indeed been a constant in my life, a guiding force through all seasons. At that moment, Greta's hand found mine, a silent acknowledgment of the shared path we had traversed for over thirty years. Her touch was a reminder of the steadfast love and support that had been my anchor through the joys and challenges of life.

Bishop Hahn's voice carried through the chapel with a clarity that captured the congregation's attention. "We find ourselves at the crossroads of our faith today, contemplating the theme 'Enduring Faith in Times of Uncertainty,'" he began, his words echoing off the walls, imbued with the gravity of our current times. "In a world that often feels tumultuous and unpredictable, the foundation of our faith becomes all the more crucial." His gaze seemed to meet each of ours, a silent acknowledgment of the shared struggles we all faced.

The hymn we had just sung, 'Lead, Kindly Light,' he noted, beautifully encapsulated the essence of our enduring journey. His description of the hymn, as a metaphor for our collective striving to follow the light that beckons us forward, resonated deeply with me. I felt a sense of unity with those around me, a shared understanding that despite our individual challenges, we were all part of a greater journey.

Bishop Hahn continued, speaking of the challenges and uncertainties shadowing our path. "As we navigate the labyrinth of life, the assurance that we are not alone, that a guiding light leads us through the darkness, becomes our source of hope and resilience." These words struck a chord within me, reminding me of the countless times I had leaned on my faith during moments of doubt and fear.

"It is fitting, then, that we delve into the scriptures and the teachings of our Saviour, Jesus Christ, seeking solace and wisdom as we grapple with uncertainties both personal and universal," he said, inviting us to find strength in our faith. I felt a stirring within, a renewed desire to seek guidance and understanding through the scriptures.

"Our faith is not tested in times of ease, but in moments when the road ahead is shrouded in shadows." Bishop Hahn's voice was firm, yet comforting. "It is during these moments that our enduring faith shines brightest, illuminating the path for ourselves and those around us." I glanced at Greta, feeling a shared sense of purpose and determination.

Bishop Hahn then quoted the apostle Paul: "We walked by faith, not by sight" (2 Corinthians 5:7). This profound statement seemed to capture the essence of our journey. Our faith, like the kindly light, was not always visible to the naked eye, yet it guided us with unwavering certainty.

The profound simplicity of that statement struck a deep chord within me. The journey, a series of steps taken in faith, each one guided by an unseen hand, resonated with my own experience. It reminded me of the countless times I had moved forward, guided by faith, even when the path ahead was unclear. This moment of reflection, amidst the words of Bishop Hahn, strengthened my resolve to continue walking by faith, trusting in the light to lead me through times of uncertainty.

As Bishop Hahn spoke of Lehi and his family's journey through the wilderness in the Book of Mormon, a parallel with my own life's voyage emerged in my thoughts. "In their darkest hours, the Lord provided a Liahona – a compass of sorts – to guide them according to their faith and diligence," he said, his voice imbuing the ancient story with a sense of immediacy and relevance. The mention of this spiritual compass stirred memories of the many times my family had navigated through the vicissitudes of life. Just like Lehi's family, we had faced our share of uncertainties, but it was our faith, our own spiritual compass, that had always guided us through our personal wilderness.

Bishop Hahn paused, and in that brief silence, I sensed a depth of emotion that resonated with my own experiences. His voice cracked unexpectedly, revealing a vulnerability that was both human and endearing. He took a few moments to compose himself, a gesture that spoke volumes about the depth of his conviction and the sincerity of his message.

"My dearest Brothers and Sisters," he continued, his voice now steady but still tinged with emotion. "We cannot know everything in this life, but I feel compelled by the spirit to share with you my knowledge that I know our Saviour lives." His words seemed to reach into the very core of my being, affirming my own faith and beliefs. "We are standing on the precipice of a new chapter. A divine calling awaits, and as we embark on this journey together, may our faith have endured, shining as a beacon of hope and light for all."

The atmosphere in the chapel shifted palpably at his words. They hung in the air like a mystery yet to unfold, stirring a sense of anticipation and wonder. Greta's gaze met mine, her eyes reflecting a mixture of curiosity and trust, a silent communication that spoke of years of shared faith and life's journey. Around us, the congregation, a tapestry of diverse lives and experiences, seemed united in this shared moment of anticipation, each person reflecting on the meaning of these words in their own life.

Bishop Hahn's final words, "May we, as a congregation, draw strength from our collective faith, trusting in the kindly light that leads us through the uncertainties of our mortal existence. In the name of Jesus Christ, amen," resonated deeply within me. As the word "amen" echoed through the chapel, the air remained charged with a sense of purpose and resolve.

The kindly light, a symbol of unwavering faith, illuminated not just the path ahead but also the depths of our hearts. Greta and I exchanged a knowing glance, a silent affirmation of our readiness to face whatever journey awaited us. Our hearts, aligned with each other and our faith, were filled with a sense of assurance and readiness to embrace the divine calling that lay ahead.


As the sacrament meeting drew to a close, I noticed Brother Johnson, a pillar of our congregation known for his discreet manner, making his way toward us. His approach was unobtrusive yet purposeful, a sign that something was amiss from the usual Sunday routine. "Brother Noah, Sister Greta," he said in a hushed tone that was almost inaudible amid the quiet murmurs of the departing congregation. "The Bishop would like to meet with both of you in his office after the Priesthood and Relief Society meeting."

A ripple of curiosity stirred within me as he spoke. Greta's eyes met mine in the moment Brother Johnson relayed the message. In that brief, silent exchange, a multitude of thoughts and emotions passed between us. Her gaze held a depth of understanding and a hint of curiosity that mirrored my own feelings.

"Any idea what this is about?" Greta whispered, her voice low but tinged with a note of excitement.

"I'm not sure," I responded, matching her quiet tone. "But it's not often we get a personal request from the Bishop."

The familiar surroundings of the chapel, with its soothing colours and the gentle hum of the congregation engaging in post-meeting conversations, suddenly felt different. The usual sense of calm and predictability was replaced by a subtle yet palpable shift in the atmosphere. A shift in the winds of routine, as it were, that left us both intrigued and apprehensive.

As we made our way to the combined Priesthood and Relief Society meeting, I felt a sense of anticipation building within me. The possibility of an extraordinary turn of events, particularly within the sacred walls of our church, was both intriguing and slightly unsettling. The usual discussions and interactions with fellow congregation members took on a different tone, as the impending meeting with Bishop Hahn loomed in my thoughts.

"Do you think it's about a new calling?" Greta asked quietly as we took our seats.

"It could be," I mused. "Whatever it is, I'm sure it's important."

There was a part of me that felt a surge of excitement at the prospect of something new, a potential calling or responsibility that might be revealed. Yet, there was also a cautious apprehension, a reminder that with new opportunities often come new challenges. As Greta and I moved through the motions of the meeting, our shared glance now and then spoke volumes - we were in this together, ready to embrace whatever the Bishop had in store for us with the faith and resilience that had always guided us.

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